Into The Ocean

Okay. It's the first week of school.

Leave me alone. I'm taking seven classes, and all of them are academically based. So, I have six text books and yadda yadda. I've been busy.

But, what I want to talk about is my oddness of having children.

I don't particularly want to have children. But, being the gay lady that I am, I might end up with a lady that does want kids.

And, after this past Sunday, I don't think I could have the heart to say no.

See, this one couple brought their two little girls. Both under the age of three. Well, their youngest, Lily isn't walking yet, so it was a big game of pass the baby.

And all the girls wanted to hold the baby. I even held her for a little bit. And then she cried, and I held her at arms length, and with a mad look in my eye declared loudly and to all of the maternal types in our circle of Apples to Apples players that, "I broke it. Fix it. I broke it. Help me guys. Take the tear machine."

At which point Sadie, who was closest came over and held the baby.

And what I saw was beautiful. Not just because Sadie is beautiful, but the interaction between Sadie and Lily. They both lit up. Lily snuggled into Sadies' collar bone, and Sadie kissed her head.

I don't think I could ever deny a woman the right, privilege and blessing to do that.

It truly is the most amazing thing.

And in other updates, I now own a Gryffindor scarf thanks to the wonderful Sean. <3
And, I have homework in every class and like three different tests coming up withing the next week.

I've been in school since Tuesday. Welcome to your senior year. [For any internationals reading this, it just means I'll be going to Uni next year.]